SO IM WRITING A REFLECTION FOR MEMORY SAKES
BUT MAN
YEAR 9
2011
PASSED BY SO FAST
AND WORSE, I FEEL LIKE I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED NOTHING THIS YEAR
NOTHING IN LIFE
LIKE MY BREATHING HAS CONTRIBUTED TO CARBON DIOXIDE AND AIR POLLUTION AND GOING ON THE COMPUTER
but seriously
the end of last year i was so hyped
i was lyk
~*OmGgG I AMmm A NnEWww PErrSSOonN*~

but now im lyk
wat da heo is dat
is it something to eat
but lyk
YEAH
so lyk
in a nutshell
thats my reflection on 2011
sux 4 me

actually
i feel lyk
maybe i have matured a bit?
or probably realised how immature i actually am?
but to realise that would need some maturity?
but anyways yeah i confuse myself LMAO

also, i felt lyk i have learnt more about myself?
mannn why am i putting questions marks lmfao

this year has also been a lot harder...
and i'm not really tlaking about studying
even tho yes studying has been harder and i've become lazier (not even old news tbh)
but lykkkk yeah

BUT SOMETHING WHICH HAS PROGRESSED A LOT THIS YEAR
IS MY KPOP OBSESSION
you knowww i watched the sbs gayo daejun yesterday and today LMFAO and i realised... this is the third year i've watched the sbs gayo daejun
whcih is pretty sad right?
i remember in year 7 i watched boy groups do a gee performance... the only person i knew back then was heechul LMAO then later when i got into shinee, taemin and minho was there :D
SO IDK ITS KINDA COOL TO SAY I WATCHED SHINEE ALL THREE YEARS!

but lyk yeah

JAN 12TH 2011
omg honestly
i still hold onto that day as the best day of this year
probably even best day of my life
WHICH IS SAD BECAUSE ITS ONLY BECAUSE OF SHINEE
but honestly. the feelings that day.
AND ITS NOT JUST THE BEAUTIFUL FEELINGS I GOT FROM LOOKING AT TAEMINS FACE FOR THE FIRST TIME
but also the adventure that day! waking up at 6am and sleeping at 1-2am the night after! and not even feeling tired!
it wuz lyk airport EXCITEMENT FROM SEEING TAEMIN AND SHINEE >> home EXCITEMENT FROM CHRISTINE WINNING TIX >> PRESS CONFERENCE EXCITEMENT FROM SEEING SHINEE >> concert HELL YEA EXCITEMENT EVERYWHERE >> home lmfao wat is a home is it something you eat
but lyk... yeah.... so many things i would give to get that day back...
WHICH MAKES ME SOUND REALLY PATHETIC

APRIL 1ST 2011
show luo concert!!!!!
it was the day of the maths test and honestly... I FELT SO HYPED.
SHOW LO WAS SOOO FUN
so fun
i actually enjoyed myself
SOSOSOSOOS much
probably even more than the kpop fest idk LMFAO
but honestly... omg the day before, autogrpah session with show luo
HIS EYES
omg
his hands omg and his smile
honestly
but omg the concert was so fun

UKISS SKYPE
was so good. was so excited.
ukiss saw our poster
saw our faces
remembered us
tweeted about us
HOW
I CANT EVEN
ooOMGomggGGg

BBOYBYU SHOUTING OUT AT ME OVER TINYCHAT
lyk the first few minutes i go onto his tinychat and i type in IM FROM SYDNEY
i didnt even expect him to see it
BUT HE DID
AND HE SHOUTED OUT TO ME
HE WAS LYK, 'HI JESS FROM SYDNEY!'
and i wuz lyk ahfjksdgdU(*#E(FJKDJL
and omg in the other tinychats
i spaz whenever he picks up my words
LYK WHEN I WAS TALKING ABOUT SYDNEY'S WEATHER
AND HE REPEATED AFTER ME
omggg
or when i called his groupmate a ranga
and he was cracking up saying LMAOOO RANGA RANGA I MISS THAT WORD LMAOOO
OR WHEN EVERYONE WAS ASKING HIM ABOUT HIS HIGH SCHOOL LMAO
AND I SAID RYDE SEC
and he was lyk
WHO SAID RYDE SEC? OH, JESS.... WHERE DO YOU COME FROM?
and i was lyk HURSTVILEEEEE
and omg another time when i said hrustville
he was lyk
OMG HURSTVILLE I LOVE THAT PLACE
and lyk
omg
honestly
spaz
omg
~*pathetic fangirl*~

but of course cannot forget KPOP FEST
it was kinda... lyk an adventure too... but i shared it! with a lot more people!
woke up at about 6-7am? went to airport, saw shinee and taemin and they passed in a flash... completely awestruck omg but... not as dazed when i saw them in january BUT THIS TIME MY GIFTS GOT SENT TO SHINEE WOOHOO
took the wrong bus and went all the way to bondi... played in the beach and got feet wet LMFAOOOO but no idols came! SUX so then we went to catch a bus to circular quay hoping we'd see the celebs but we accidentally missed the bus stop!
WHICH WAS KINDA SAD BECAUSE IT TURNED OUT ALL THE IDOLS WERE ARE CIRCULAR QUAY AFTER ALL LMFAO
but then we went to the REHEARSALS at anz stadium and omg... the experience was the best.
dora and i didnt even have rehearsal tickets, but then we got in and omg
even tho we didnt see shinee rehearse, we heard them!!!
and omg the experience while trying to get into anz stadium
climbing over and under gates, trying to climb up poles, using bobby pins to break into the place with locked doors, trying to go through the backdoor... seriously we tried all that
and then it was so awesome when we watched everyone
and then it ended and omg... honestly the photo of anz staidum that day with a colourful sky because it was starting to get dark and everything around was empty... knowing that the next day it would be full of buzz HARD TO DESCRIBE
and then omg having about 4 hours of sleep and missing shinee the next day when they left
BUT SO MANY ARTISTS EYE CONTACT AND WAVED
cutest was lee joon

i think january was so much better than kpop fest
even tho i got vip for kpop fest, and only okay seats for january, i was so much closer
felt more personal
and the airport, january didnt even expect we were going to see shinee, because after all, we waited for about 3 hours LMAO and we've never been to the airport, did not know the experience, seeing them for the first time was so surprising... being in such a close radius of them, honestly i was so dazed it was unreal

screaming my heart out at the concerts
shaking my heart out when winning tickets
in terms of kpop, this year was amazing
probably the highlight of this year
the only thing worth mentioning
because other than that... 2011 might be jsut forgettable

but lyk
yeah
dont think anyone read this LMFAO too much boring kpop

loverholic, robotronic