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Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 7:55 PM

today,
was a normal day.
not like all the other days were weird.
everyday is normal.
and sometimes,
no, always,
i wonder,
what's going to happen in the future?
don't you wonder too?
i'm only 13,
but i feel so old already.
maybe i am suffering from a mental age travelling syndrome where you constantly think you're growing up, but you're not.

i think in this world theres a lot of things you can't change.
like the global food crisis.
and global warming.
theres over 6 billion people in the world.
might as well live without polar bears and penguins.
OR make food cheaper.

today i got given hersheys milk chocolate.
my mum's friend gave it to my brother who gave it to me.
my brother doesn't like chocolate.

sisi's blog post made me think about life.

i think sisi has been thinking a lot more about life than i have.

what do i think about life?

is life the life i have been living these past 13 years?

when i was a toddler i attended child care and loved apples. my parents told me what to do, they dressed me, picked up my poop, tied my shoelaces.
when i grew up a little more i began to understand friendships, how to read the time, how the differentiate between an a and a p.
growing up a bit more after that i realised the world is so so big. my handwriting got neater, and we wouldn't tell any of our friends the guy we liked.

why am i talking about my life now?

oh right.

what i think about life.

life isn't worth living,
there's nothing life can give you,
because in the end you never exist anyways,
you're stuck in this big wide sea of 6 billion people.
nobody knows you, because you don't need to be known anyways.
our brains evolved the way it did, being able to store information.
i bet in the future elephants can create their own technology too when humans die out.
or maybe they will overpopulate the planet and move over to mars.
then to jupiter.
then to some other galaxy,
meet other humans,
have this awesome war,
which in the end we lose,
the other humans evade our planet,
make us all slaves,
then let us die out,
and there is history.

i like goals.
i like people with goals.
they have a purpose in life,
they think it's worth living so they can complete their goal.
this is based on feelings.
i think everything in the world is based on feelings,
even how dinosaurs became extinct.
well maybe not that.

feelings.

what do you feel?
what do you feel about $10,000?
what do you feel about heartbreak?
in the end, it's all our emotions which guide us.

but im only 13,
maybe in only a month i will have a different opinion.

one of my favourite quotes about life is,

life is like a rollercoaster.

there's ups, downs, a start, and end, and maybe the rollercoaster malfunctions when you're doing a 360 degree fall.

i think we're always on 360 degrees.




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